it's been verbally mentioned that i am emotionally messed up, but fanfics make it all better

[arashijun]

and mentally, just a bit. i forget what i actually said but it's the basic thing. i've known it for a while, i just never said anything.

i haven't posted in a while, on my main journal, still posting fics though :3

recently, i've been thinking of writing a dark fic, or a atempted scary fic or something. basically all the things i suck at. of course you'll get your romtic and comedic parts because it's me you can't expect me not to. really. but yeah, i've been thinking about it. i've got a few things in my head so far.

• matsumiya

that's about it. lol well now, i have more. maybe like...idk. i need someone to talk it over with me to help get my ideas out. i really want to do it, lately writing has been helping keeping me sane, plus it's a good idea to try my hand at the thigns i suck. like chapter fics. the key, i think, is to write it all, then post it, lol. you'd think by now i'd have figured that out. evidently it took longer than expected.

it's be nice if someone would like to help me. i'd like it but don't feel like you have to, you don't have to. xP