arashijun

when was the last time i did this? i think i was upset, but i'm actually kinda of happy rn :3

i only have 10 more classes left of the semester and it's highly upsetting tbh, even tho i hate going to school 4 days a week and spending 3 hours on a bus 4 days a week for no real reason half the time. it's mainly because i've made like a couple of friends and i don't really want that oh hey the semester is over but i don't have a phone so i'll never talk to you again shit. okay no wait i only made one actual friend tbh. which is really hard for me. it's the cute guy from my comp class u_u and he was the one who was all "we're friends" and i'm like whyyyyy do you want to be friends with me. i've become a hermit in the 7th months i wasn't in school. ugh. but he's really cool and stuff and like, makes a point to talk to me. yesterday after he saw i actually was in class (since i wasn't on tuesday) he changed seat and was all "why weren't you here?" and shit, and totally made fun of my reasons like a true friend. i really want to keep this friendship b/c he's really chill, you know. other than that tho i'm like well, i'm okay with the semester ending. i want to get back to sleeping late everyday. no shame.

some dude hit on me while i was waiting for the bus yesterday and i was like. no pls. comfort zone you are pushing me out of it. stop.

honestly i'm used to doing that whole "i don't care what people think about me" since i've been told i can be intimidating since i get very worked up over things and i'm aggressive and i treat everyone the same. i'm not used to people approaching me so it throws me off and idk what to do.

oh! so i didn't tell anyone on tlist about this because i forgot, but on monday i was studying japanese with victor and before we went to the library, we headed over to the bucksgrill so he could get a drink and we're standing in line so he can pay and dude just opens up his wallet and RIGHT THERE IS A FUCKING CONDOM and i just fucking lost it because it's bright yellow! and he's like "whoa" and fumbling about because it was just there right in broad day light and trying to not be obvious, but it's kinda of hard when you have me laughing away because this is the funniest thing ever. and he's like trying to explain why it was there and i'm just dying and we were pretty sure the chick behind him in line was like "oh i think i need to just back away". it was hilarious really. just a fucking condom out of no where. high light of my day really.

not much else going on in my life. still trying to write fics and shit. basically avoiding my 9k fujikita porn stars au as usual.

i signed up for

je_devilorangel with cortney :3 and i'm excited since i haven't done that since i did it with maryam 2 years ago. there's still time to sign up so get on that ladies! (and you know if anyone else wants to team up with me~)

shit i need to do this weekend:
-start fic2 (i don't think that's happening tbh)
-finish porn starts au
-watch more supernatural
-do comp paper
-redo my journal enties for comp (tho i'd rather not)
-study katakana so i can retake that fucking tests
-finish any other fics i have to finish

my ear fucking hurts because of my pericing, but idk if it's been a month yet D: oh well i'll wait to change it. i'm done now~

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