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Black and White of Things Chapter 10 - Final
Title: The Black and White of Things
Rating: PG13
Chapters: 10/10
Pairing: Sakumoto
Genera: Romance, Comedy, angust
Word Count: 1,687
Summary: Matsumoto Jun just woke up in the hospital one day without any memory as to what happened. He doesn't even remember who his friends are. All he knows is his name, and that something is wrong. Its up to Sakurai Sho and the others to help him remember what it is that truly happened.
A/N: Finally after such a long time the final chapter is up. I didn't mean for it to take so long, its just things came up at school that I forgot all about it and all fanfiction for a while. But now my life is back in my control and I am here with the final chapter for you my dears! So please enjoy!
Previous Chapter: arashijun.livejournal.com/6127.html
Sho and I didn’t speak for a while. It was a lot to take in. Finding out that there was a fire at your place. It was no wonder I forgot everything, I was in the middle of it all.
On the train ride home we sat on opposite sides of the train, I didn’t know what to do next. Familiar things kept playing over and over in my head. I remembered the incident like it was yesterday. That's what the dream was trying to tell me, what had happened. And now that I think about it, I felt truly alone, knowing that my family was gone.
I couldn’t contain myself, I started to cry again right there on that empty train with just Sho and I. Pulling my hands up to my face I got a small glimpse of Sho’s painful expression, as if he regretted this all happening and wanted to help me.
Through the whole train ride I realized how grateful I actually was to have Sho for a friend, but I was still filled with anger towards him for not coming out and telling me sooner. But I’m sure it hurt him even more.
Winter, one year later
A hand shook me awake from my sleep. I waved it away not wanting to get up so early and rolled over. It shook me again. “Mmmm, go away…..” I mumbled covering my head with the covers. It tried again and when I didn’t respond I was attacked.
“Why don’t you ever get up!?” Sho yelled tickling me. “You asked me to wake you up at this time and you don’t get up! You always do this! Now get up!” He said as I tried to wriggle my way from him laughing as hard as I could. It was no use I couldn’t get away, I had to give. “Okay! Okay, I’m up, get off!” I managed to say through my laughing.
Sho let me go and I sat up trying to catch my breath for a minute. When he was satisfied with knowing that I wasn’t going to go back to sleep he stood up about to leave the room, until I jumped on his back. Almost causing him to fall he grabbed onto the door frame to keep us both from ending up on the floor.
“Why does this seem familiar?” Sho asked still holding on to the door frame. I thought for a minute. “I think because…I did this once before. Yeah! It was…” I paused trying to remember when this had happened before. “It was…I forget when it was.” Sho nearly fell over causing me to laugh so hard that I had to sit down. “I’m kidding. It was back in the first year we met. When I got really attached to you, around when I had graduated from High School.”
Sho nodded like he knew exactly what day I was talking about when in truth he had forgotten all about it till then. Ashamed of who I claimed as my lover I shook my head and headed to take a shower not wanting to be in the same room as him. I’m sure Sho felt very disowned at them time, but I’m also sure that he knew I was, once again, joking.
I thought for a while about everything that has happened in the past two years. It was shocking and both amazing. It all seemed like a dream, a dream that started out good but turned sour but was now looking up.
“You idiot! I care about you! More than you know, and you still act like this? I don’t see why you have to have sure a huge pride factor; it just gets in the way! You always make things more complicated than they have to be. You know what, just forget it. Maybe it’s a good thing you’re going home. Take your time. I wouldn’t want to burden you.”
That was the last thing Sho said to me before the accident… Strange how I remember it now when it’s not important….
“See? What did I tell you? Your stupid pride got in the way again.” He laughed, “I don’t get it. Why…why are you so stubborn? Why can’t you just…” Sho’s crying was very soft, but it was there. “No, it’s my fault… I feel so responsible for this, but I don’t know why. Just whatever happens…don’t leave me. Okay Jun? Don’t leave me. I wouldn’t be able to stand it if you were gone.”
I heard all this while I was asleep in the hospital. I didn’t keep that…I did leave him, even if it was only for a little while, I’m sure to him it felt like longer.
I don’t know how he felt, but it was probably as if is world was crashing in on him, and he had no way to come out of the mess. And it was my fault. I still had no idea how to make up for it but all I could do was try my best.
When I got out of the shower I noticed Sho sitting on the couch in the living room and I walked into the hall before going into the bedroom to get dressed. He was now fully dressed in something other than what he slept in the night before. It didn’t register when I just took a glimpse at him but as I walked into the living room while putting my shirt on I took a good look at him before getting some coffee.
I had to back track my steps and looked him over once more before ripping the paper out of his hand. “What the fuck?! That’s my shirt!” I yelled startling him. He looked down at said shirt then back up at me. “Is it really?” I folded up the paper and hit him on the head. “Yes. I should know I bought it. And its to small for you.” I noticed just how to small it was for him.
I remembered how when we first met our sizes were practically the same, but now, Sho was a bit bigger than me, though I didn’t complain. “But, it looks good on me.” Sho pouted slightly, knowing that I wouldn’t make him take it off. I walked away needing to focus on something other than Sho’s chest, “If I doesn’t fit me, you own me a new shirt.” He hummed a response. I knew it wasn’t happening.
After messing around for a bit more Sho and I met Aiba, Nino, and Ohno at our usual spot, like always. Aiba was late and Nino was complaining while playing his DS. Ohno was drawing on a napkin and sipping his coffee to pass the time while Sho was reading the news paper.
Aiba soon came in the diner breathing heavy and saying how sorry he was for being later. Nino paused his game and went off onto a full rant on how it’s always Aiba whose late, Always Aiba who causes the problems. And Aiba stood their giving back responses that had nothing to do with it. We soon had the rest of the diner looking over at our table wondering what was going on.
Laughing I gave up on trying to follow this argument and looked out the window and was amazed. I nudged Sho with my elbow, “Look, Sho,” I pointed out the window. He looked up and smiled. “Well I’ll be dammed.” He smacked Aiba with his paper. “Can you guys stop arguing for five minutes? Look out the window.”
Aiba’s face lit up like a Christmas light and he ran outside jumping like a little kid. Nino followed him out. “I wasn’t finished with you!” I believe he said. Ohno went out to clam him down a bit leaving Sho and I sitting there looking out the window for a moment then we went out to stop this little scene.
“I suggest we do something fun.” I said putting an arm around Nino and Aiba. “Why?” Nino asked. “Hmm, because, it’s December first, the first snow fall of the year, and for once, we have no serious problems to deal with. I do believe that’s call for celebration.” Aiba was all for this idea with Nino smirked and walked over to Ohno leaving my arm to drop to my side [which Sho soon took his place]. “Please, we all know you just want a reason to have hot sex with Sho-chan later.” Sho looked at me shocked.
I ran over to Nino smacking him with Sho’s now half dead paper. “That’s not true!” My face was heating up giving me away that having sex with Sho later would not be such a bad idea. “Look at him! He’s turning into a tomato!” Nino laughed running a few feet from me. I started to go after him but was pulled back by Sho. “I don’t think that’s such a bad idea.” He pulled me closer and kissed me right then and there. It was a good minute before we broke apart. Stuck out my tongue at Nino, “I win; sex has nothing to do with it. We can do that whenever.”
Nino shook his head and walked away with Ohno. “Aha! See there goes Ohmiya trying to hide the fact that they want to do it as well. Don’t start what you can’t Finish Nino.” Aiba laughed at our jokes and pushed Sho and I along after Ohno and Nino. This was going to be an awesome day, and I had no worries.
“I don’t understand why you left me, and I don’t think I ever will. But I’m sure that it was something you needed to do, I’m just glad you came back. Even if your stupid pride gets in the way, I couldn’t ask for anyone better. I love you Jun, and I wouldn’t trade all the trouble from the past two years for anything or all the happiness in the world. I’d rather be in the dark than not have you at all…”
-Sho
Mood:
overly excited to be back!
Music: Come Back Home by Suburban Legends
Rating: PG13
Chapters: 10/10
Pairing: Sakumoto
Genera: Romance, Comedy, angust
Word Count: 1,687
Summary: Matsumoto Jun just woke up in the hospital one day without any memory as to what happened. He doesn't even remember who his friends are. All he knows is his name, and that something is wrong. Its up to Sakurai Sho and the others to help him remember what it is that truly happened.
A/N: Finally after such a long time the final chapter is up. I didn't mean for it to take so long, its just things came up at school that I forgot all about it and all fanfiction for a while. But now my life is back in my control and I am here with the final chapter for you my dears! So please enjoy!
Previous Chapter: arashijun.livejournal.com/6127.html
Sho and I didn’t speak for a while. It was a lot to take in. Finding out that there was a fire at your place. It was no wonder I forgot everything, I was in the middle of it all.
On the train ride home we sat on opposite sides of the train, I didn’t know what to do next. Familiar things kept playing over and over in my head. I remembered the incident like it was yesterday. That's what the dream was trying to tell me, what had happened. And now that I think about it, I felt truly alone, knowing that my family was gone.
I couldn’t contain myself, I started to cry again right there on that empty train with just Sho and I. Pulling my hands up to my face I got a small glimpse of Sho’s painful expression, as if he regretted this all happening and wanted to help me.
Through the whole train ride I realized how grateful I actually was to have Sho for a friend, but I was still filled with anger towards him for not coming out and telling me sooner. But I’m sure it hurt him even more.
Winter, one year later
A hand shook me awake from my sleep. I waved it away not wanting to get up so early and rolled over. It shook me again. “Mmmm, go away…..” I mumbled covering my head with the covers. It tried again and when I didn’t respond I was attacked.
“Why don’t you ever get up!?” Sho yelled tickling me. “You asked me to wake you up at this time and you don’t get up! You always do this! Now get up!” He said as I tried to wriggle my way from him laughing as hard as I could. It was no use I couldn’t get away, I had to give. “Okay! Okay, I’m up, get off!” I managed to say through my laughing.
Sho let me go and I sat up trying to catch my breath for a minute. When he was satisfied with knowing that I wasn’t going to go back to sleep he stood up about to leave the room, until I jumped on his back. Almost causing him to fall he grabbed onto the door frame to keep us both from ending up on the floor.
“Why does this seem familiar?” Sho asked still holding on to the door frame. I thought for a minute. “I think because…I did this once before. Yeah! It was…” I paused trying to remember when this had happened before. “It was…I forget when it was.” Sho nearly fell over causing me to laugh so hard that I had to sit down. “I’m kidding. It was back in the first year we met. When I got really attached to you, around when I had graduated from High School.”
Sho nodded like he knew exactly what day I was talking about when in truth he had forgotten all about it till then. Ashamed of who I claimed as my lover I shook my head and headed to take a shower not wanting to be in the same room as him. I’m sure Sho felt very disowned at them time, but I’m also sure that he knew I was, once again, joking.
I thought for a while about everything that has happened in the past two years. It was shocking and both amazing. It all seemed like a dream, a dream that started out good but turned sour but was now looking up.
“You idiot! I care about you! More than you know, and you still act like this? I don’t see why you have to have sure a huge pride factor; it just gets in the way! You always make things more complicated than they have to be. You know what, just forget it. Maybe it’s a good thing you’re going home. Take your time. I wouldn’t want to burden you.”
That was the last thing Sho said to me before the accident… Strange how I remember it now when it’s not important….
“See? What did I tell you? Your stupid pride got in the way again.” He laughed, “I don’t get it. Why…why are you so stubborn? Why can’t you just…” Sho’s crying was very soft, but it was there. “No, it’s my fault… I feel so responsible for this, but I don’t know why. Just whatever happens…don’t leave me. Okay Jun? Don’t leave me. I wouldn’t be able to stand it if you were gone.”
I heard all this while I was asleep in the hospital. I didn’t keep that…I did leave him, even if it was only for a little while, I’m sure to him it felt like longer.
I don’t know how he felt, but it was probably as if is world was crashing in on him, and he had no way to come out of the mess. And it was my fault. I still had no idea how to make up for it but all I could do was try my best.
When I got out of the shower I noticed Sho sitting on the couch in the living room and I walked into the hall before going into the bedroom to get dressed. He was now fully dressed in something other than what he slept in the night before. It didn’t register when I just took a glimpse at him but as I walked into the living room while putting my shirt on I took a good look at him before getting some coffee.
I had to back track my steps and looked him over once more before ripping the paper out of his hand. “What the fuck?! That’s my shirt!” I yelled startling him. He looked down at said shirt then back up at me. “Is it really?” I folded up the paper and hit him on the head. “Yes. I should know I bought it. And its to small for you.” I noticed just how to small it was for him.
I remembered how when we first met our sizes were practically the same, but now, Sho was a bit bigger than me, though I didn’t complain. “But, it looks good on me.” Sho pouted slightly, knowing that I wouldn’t make him take it off. I walked away needing to focus on something other than Sho’s chest, “If I doesn’t fit me, you own me a new shirt.” He hummed a response. I knew it wasn’t happening.
After messing around for a bit more Sho and I met Aiba, Nino, and Ohno at our usual spot, like always. Aiba was late and Nino was complaining while playing his DS. Ohno was drawing on a napkin and sipping his coffee to pass the time while Sho was reading the news paper.
Aiba soon came in the diner breathing heavy and saying how sorry he was for being later. Nino paused his game and went off onto a full rant on how it’s always Aiba whose late, Always Aiba who causes the problems. And Aiba stood their giving back responses that had nothing to do with it. We soon had the rest of the diner looking over at our table wondering what was going on.
Laughing I gave up on trying to follow this argument and looked out the window and was amazed. I nudged Sho with my elbow, “Look, Sho,” I pointed out the window. He looked up and smiled. “Well I’ll be dammed.” He smacked Aiba with his paper. “Can you guys stop arguing for five minutes? Look out the window.”
Aiba’s face lit up like a Christmas light and he ran outside jumping like a little kid. Nino followed him out. “I wasn’t finished with you!” I believe he said. Ohno went out to clam him down a bit leaving Sho and I sitting there looking out the window for a moment then we went out to stop this little scene.
“I suggest we do something fun.” I said putting an arm around Nino and Aiba. “Why?” Nino asked. “Hmm, because, it’s December first, the first snow fall of the year, and for once, we have no serious problems to deal with. I do believe that’s call for celebration.” Aiba was all for this idea with Nino smirked and walked over to Ohno leaving my arm to drop to my side [which Sho soon took his place]. “Please, we all know you just want a reason to have hot sex with Sho-chan later.” Sho looked at me shocked.
I ran over to Nino smacking him with Sho’s now half dead paper. “That’s not true!” My face was heating up giving me away that having sex with Sho later would not be such a bad idea. “Look at him! He’s turning into a tomato!” Nino laughed running a few feet from me. I started to go after him but was pulled back by Sho. “I don’t think that’s such a bad idea.” He pulled me closer and kissed me right then and there. It was a good minute before we broke apart. Stuck out my tongue at Nino, “I win; sex has nothing to do with it. We can do that whenever.”
Nino shook his head and walked away with Ohno. “Aha! See there goes Ohmiya trying to hide the fact that they want to do it as well. Don’t start what you can’t Finish Nino.” Aiba laughed at our jokes and pushed Sho and I along after Ohno and Nino. This was going to be an awesome day, and I had no worries.
“I don’t understand why you left me, and I don’t think I ever will. But I’m sure that it was something you needed to do, I’m just glad you came back. Even if your stupid pride gets in the way, I couldn’t ask for anyone better. I love you Jun, and I wouldn’t trade all the trouble from the past two years for anything or all the happiness in the world. I’d rather be in the dark than not have you at all…”
-Sho
Mood:
overly excited to be back!Music: Come Back Home by Suburban Legends
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thank you for the wonderful story :)
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Theres a one shot or two around my LJ some where so if you find it hope you like that as well and/or any of my other fics you read.